(2024)
In the dream,
I am by the sea.
The water throws itself before me in waves;
its sound, the slow drag of loss.
I stare at my reflection & wonder how I became
the boy with abandoned bird nests for eyes.
There’s nothing to do but toss pebbles
across the water—
say I am the pebble being bounced yards away:
I am afraid of sinking—
I cannot lose myself
to the saltwater.
The sun is lost and lonely, too, in the sky.
I scream & the earth absorbs the echo.
By the sea,
I’m in a dream.